Just 'cause one of the people you're closest to is of the opposite sex, doesn't mean you like them. Get your facts straight, please.

Tonight was a good night :)
I love my girls :) The only three who I can have the most fun with, and be able to laugh hysterically for the longest time. I love Girl's Night Out :)

I regret pushing everyone away. Now, I have no one.

I don't want to pretend that I'm happy anymore. I'm tired of living behind this facade.

What I'm going through right now, is pretty similar as to what someone who's trying to quit weed is going through.
The constant want, the munchies, the breakdowns, and the distant with loved ones.

I'm not part of the 'group' anymore. I keep to myself now, mainly 'cause I just have way too much on my mind.
I would pick schoolwork over them, any day. But that's kinda sad, 'cause all this time, I thought they were my true friends. I guess I was wrong. But fuck it, I don't care. 'Cause of what happened, I now can tell the difference between the real and fake.

Why do I have the feeling that I'm going to like you all over again? -_-

Ugh, I can't take this shit anymore. I'm on the edge. I'm forreal about to break down and start crying. I'm such an emotional wreck right now, and I don't know what to do about it.
I need a stoge.