optimism is key

"Too many of us stay walled up because we are afraid of being hurt. Afraid we care too much, for fear that the other person doesn't care at all."
I've had people IMing me, going like, 'oh i read your blog, you okay?' and stuff like that. Yeah, I'm perfectly fine. I'm trying to be optimistic now. And see where it goes from there. (12:04:50 AM): always be opstimistic, my brotha. lol =) WooHoo! is awesomee. :D But like, I'm still kinda overwhelmed though. whatever, life still goes on.
I miss hanging out with the people. It was so fun with themm. Now it's like. Dead. Not really, but you get what i mean. Everything's falllin' aparttt. People are breaking up and trying to get with their exes. Ahem KOaster knows what I'm talking about LOL :D. But new relationships are forming, like Him and Her, and NL and Leslie. Ehh, whatever. It's life. Always be optimistic! :D
But like, even if i try real hard to be optimistic, I always have that feeling near the back of my heart. That feeling of regret. I'm gonna try to stop liking Him, but idk if i can. You can't stop emotions. They chase after you, and will eventually get to you.