I'm so glad that the stress is finally starting to fade away. I was so freaking close to that stoge, but I'm really grateful that I didn't do it. Who knows what would've happened- would I have gotten addicted, or have an asthma attack? Good thing I held on a little longer, and didn't find out. I'm so glad that stress is finally leaving. I was forreal going to do it a day later. I guess God was there to look over me. Thanks<3.
But I hate how I would always have the urge to do it.. like even in school. Weird.

Let's just hope that I'm able to start 2011 fresh, and not have as many problems as I have now.


I hope no one reads this.