Why am I so sad.. this constant let-down is causing me to permanently stay like this. Words cannot describe how tired I am of pretending to be happy, when most of the time, I'm not. I feel like my friends aren't even real friends. I feel like they only treat me as a backup, and that fucking hurts. I feel like people keep on neglecting me. I have no one to turn to anyone. I lost all my fucking friends.
But whatever. 'Fuck bitches, get money.'